fuck I’m on a roll with the journal entries this feels good i love getting it all out it feels fucking good. more figure drawings I jazzed up with journal drawings most of my pages don’t really feel satisfy in till my page has journal text.I drew this in los angles . All I want to do is draw ,my friends in LA get bored because thats all I want to do. thats all I’m really interested in .finding the next page in my book its so exhilarating. this is a story when that goes very kinda bad. I’m bored in los angles I don’t know any one there any more except for justin my best friend. yet he was busy with his day job at papa john’s pizzzzzzza.I used meet up .com to find a drawing thing at this bar called “SLUR” in lincoln heights
I have never been more sketched out in my life. I should have know better but I was fuckin bored man I COULD HAVE BEEN FUCKIN DEAD. the side walk was littered with empty cigarette boxes ,six pack rings ,condoms , broken syringes it was an industrial wear house area and my spider tingles were tripping the fuck out. its was the kind of place where light disappears and no one hears cries for help. the fences of the bar was made of sheets or random metal with generous amounts of razor wire . the bar looked like a prison.I had to be fucking nuts to stick around . so chilled on the corner trying to figure out another drawing opportunity when a battered car of los angles finest pulls up next to me and asks me what the fuck am i doing here?
the officer ask me if Im a part of the aryan brother hood………..
what?!!! he pointed at my boots with RED laces…
you know what those mean around here
apparently red laces mean I spilled blood for the nazi cause.
I told him no of course not. Im hispanic
then he asked me if I was white
I already told him i was hispanic……..
he told me to switch out the laces and get out of here.
I dipped the fuck out the aryan brother hood is hardcore and I didn’t want to fuck with any of that shit.
I went to holly wood thats what all the bored people in La do i was surprised the meet up ad seemed really legit it looked like a good time. really tamed fuckin nazi have to ruin every thing I just like red.red is my favorite color…well more Burgundy but there sister colors
I chilled in the rusty mullet bar drinking pbr. what I learned in holly wood almost all bars suck and are expensive and that tuesday is a boring night for holly wood and i regretted wasting my money. I was hoping justin would meet up with me but he didn’t want to waste his money wise choice…….. I’ve seen more lively people in zombie movies. I went to bar sinister in holly wood I use to know someone that worked there I wanted to see what it was like…..bar sinister only happens on saturdays what i experienced was just bar…… whatever I had a lot of room to draw. no one was there I drew the candles that were there burning in to a congealed mass of wax . the crowd consisted of only six people
four of them were the next band to play. I heard alot of cool alice in chain covers they weren’t amazing…. I met a nice lady forget what the fuck her names was she had a lovely girl friend with a old lady name like gretta or some thing. they were wonderful conversationalist in till they started making out…………. I sat the on a flaky leather couch drawing angry drunk faces around my figure drawings.. while make out drool sloshed on my pageS I thought of my girlfriend elly.I even though this night was complete bogus and I have kisszzzzy stainz gently drizled on my favorite Burgundy jeans she would have loved it.
art by Anthony James Harmer